Falling
Falling down, falling out of control, and falling apart. My life had no planned course, no predetermined path. Countless part-time jobs filled the time after graduation, and the more time that passed, the further I fell. I fell into depression. I fell in and out of love. Friendships fell away, and I fell into isolation. Though falling is one of my biggest fears, I have found some comfort in the drop. However, solace comes not with the descent, but rather with the anticipation of the landing. As my plummet gains momentum my fears fade, and I see that falling apart is only a prelude to falling into place.
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